It’s so hard to believe that tomorrow I will be online for a year, I re-newed the domain for another year a couple of weeks ago but tomorrow is it’s official birthday of when it opened a year ago. This site has been through many changes, the good the bad and the ugly layouts, and has been overhauled many times in my obsessive compulsiveness lol. So to celebrate new layout and a traditional thing to do, the layout is the first person who featured on anamarlia’s first layout, kelly Clarkson adn ironically without even realizing I used the same photos. Here is anamarlia’s first layout, I’ve come such a long way I think.

So I’ve been sick still am, I lost vision in my eyes I have a visual disability so when I get sick my eye sight blurs over I’m supposed to sit my already postponed exams next week but I don’t think that’s going to be happening mum’s ringing up the deputy principle tomorrow. So most likely I’ll be sitting exams next term. I can’t read anything much at the moment, I only have one good eye at the moment which has weakened also but is better than the other but concentration on things even this is creating many many migraines so for study I can sit down long enough and read to retain anything.

Enough of that, I do have two measly updates I haven’t been doing much other than layouts for clients. I have one new siganture and one new avatar.

Anyone it’s 1AM here, time to hit the sack.

Pull this way, pull that way. GAHHHHHHH leave me the hell alone! No I’m not talking bitchy girl issues rather I’m talking about my never ending assignments at the moment. The thing that shits me off about teachers so much is that they think their subject is the most important one, so they don;t give two flying fucks if your up all night trying to fit schoolwork in, they don’t care if you couldn’t hand a draft in because you were trying to do your English Extension assignment. So I gotta go around pretending to each teacher that their subject is the most important and make sure I have everything done, and sometimes that means five drafts a day. I seriously hate year 12. I want out for serious. I’m taking a year off and at this point I couldn’t give two flying shits if I only just pass and if I don’t get the OP to go do New Media Arts in Uni, I have plan B, move to Brisbane and go to a design college. In fact even if I get the OP I’m not even sure if I want to go. I’m so over school, it’s pissing me off. I’m not a worker I’d prefer to be doing things that actually make sense in what I want to do with my life, everything just seems pointless to me. But the thing that is scary is that everything is going so fast, we’re over half way already I finish in November that’s five months away after June. So I want it gone but then I’m shit scared about it going. That absolutely makes no bloody sense

Anyway enough of that, on to other news. My host Gertie bought me a domain for Carrie Online, so please visit it at it’s new home: http://carrieonline.org/ It has a new layout also. I also just adopted http://twilight.fan-sites.org/ which has a domain but she lost interest before she got gertie to set up the re-direct so I’m setting twilight-fans.org up and it will be redirected from it’s old URL, I absolutely love twilight if you don’t already know lol.

I’ve made a fair wack of money with my designs site as of late so that’s good. I just did a design for http://robbiejarvis.com/, I absolutely love it. I’ve added new work to my portfolio http://designs.anamarlia.com/portfolio/, You may noticed that I have moved colourizations etc. over to there so the content part of this site has been altered.

As for updates here I only have 1 new signature and 1 new avatar been really busy with school and other sites I’ll have new stuff soon when my workload eases next week.

Oh and I’m sick to put it all on top of things, I feel so weak

Yeah you know those moments where you do things and you’re like ‘how the fuck did you manage to do that’ and we’re not talking good things we’re talking about those stupid moments we sometimes get ourselves into Well I did just that on Friday, I left my diary and my pencil case at school, and that’s all good but what makes it a ‘ahhh’ moments is that I can’t remember where the HELL I actually left it, so not only does this create problems of what homework I had to do, what classes I have Monday, I have to scourer the school monday trying to find them both. Sometimes I wonder if I was given a brain.

Anyway enough of my blunders I have updates yes finally I’m very slow at this and only because I actually update when I have a nice stock of it, don’t see the point to update you guys on one thing. I have added 7 new textures, 7 new avatars (two 100 x 100 & 5 90 x 90), 6 new signatures, and 3 new colouring tutorials for photoshop. Enjoy and let me know what you think

So my shop is doing quite well, and it’s been there since around the opening of this site, but just a few days ago I moved it to it’s new sub-domain and renamed to Anamarlia Designs instead of simply Shop, it has it’s own layout and portfolio so it’s much more personalized. http://designs.anamarlia.com/. You also may have noticed I’ve made a new layout for here, personally I love it but we all have our own tastes so I’m happy to hear what you think of it, I’d rather the truth because lying helps no one. This layout will be up for about a month and will be changed on the 23rd of June which is Anamarlia’s first birthday and I’ll be doing a layout of the first person who featured on Anamarlia as a nice little tradition so that shall be Kelly Clarkson, lucky her lol. Anyway I’m off got heaps of crappy schoolwork to do grrr.

Yes I was hacked. I wake up this morning to that oh so wonderful message, and I do of course mean that oh so sarcastically. I just don’t get why people would hack and not touch anything on your site, not that I’m not glad or anything I just find it … well, ummm, ! And … well also very amusing. Amusing how you might ask considering since I and my hostess almost lost all their sites? Well simple, I’m laughing at someone’s non-life to hack and do no actually ‘hacking.’ What is your life that crap you had to hack and not really H-A-C-K. I do of course thank you for not doing so, makes my life alot easier but serious what did you prove, was this just a stunt to make you look ‘cool’? Well I do regret to inform you that is not the case, you look like an idiot. Sorry, I’ll just never understand

Anyway moving on, remember that surprise I had. Well it’s all done and ready I just haven’t blogged, so the surprise is a new Carrie Underwood fan-sites know as Carrie Online, gahh I’m so excited and looking for staff so visit, enjoy and apply if you love Carrie: http://carrieonline.fan-sites.org/. I also have two other surprises one is business related and the other well, I can’t really give you a hint without spoiling it so you’ll all just have to wait hehe. And http://be-scene.org/ has a new layout so check it out peeps.

My shop at the moment is doing quite well, however prices have changed and I’ll get around to amending those shortly. I’m also gonna be twigging a few things around this site soon so I’ll blog or edit when I have and I’ll return all comments shortly.

ahem so I’m back. School has been quite nasty, assignments now exams. But I made myself a promise this year that my schooling would come first because year 12 is year 12 and I can’t screw this up because this is my last chance and everything counts. Everything is riding on how well I do. However, I’m updating because I need a break from study and because it’s long overdue for me to do so.

So I got this email from my Domain Registrar saying to renew my domain, doesn’t expire till June but he said it’s good to renew early to sae disruption and the possible chance of someone stealing my domain. So I am going to renew Anamarlia when I have the money. See Melissa is quite the broke person right now, she quit her job. Why? you might ask. I’ll tell you. It’s because my employers where a bunch of dickheads who couldn’t accept that they were the ones at fault. Yes that’s pretty vague so here’s the story. Every year the roster manager has to do a list for the employees who are doing the deb or a deb’s partner. I’m doing my deb and she hadn’t done the list yet and so figured she might have forgot and I told her and she was all like ‘yeah that’s fine I won’t roster you on the practice nights.’ So two weeks later I am rostered on Thursday when I have deb practice. I did the right thing and I tried to find someone one, but so many people have quit and I hardly know anyone anymore so I couldn’t find someone so I rang up and the manager that answered is a complete scatter brains and obviously ‘can you find someone for me.’ wasn’t enough english for her and she told the rostering manager that I was still looking. So I don’t turn up and she rings me up and abuses the crap out of me saying ‘I can’t close the store just for you because you can’t turn up for your shift.’ I tired to tell her about what she said and she just said ‘you never told me that.’ So when I told mum she got on the phone to her and yelled at her, she still wouldn’t accept it was her fault and technically i was NA-ed out and kept trying to pin it on me. Mum told her to take my job and stick it. So that’s how I have no money and no job. I’ve applied for two jobs so far just waiting to hear back.

Oh I got my braces off last week feels so good, pictures coming soon. So yeah things are quite hectic for me at the moment and I apologize to my affies for not commenting just haven’t had any time on my hands. As for the surprise, it shall be up soon.

I have heaps of updates but I’m not going to list them, because I’m quite aware my pop up windows don’t work for my content, so I’ll fix that soon. If you be a smart cookie you’ll know how to work out how to see them, if not you’ll have to wait patiently.

So exams start monday, wish me luck?

EDIT:// I’ve added well over 30 new photos to my DeviantART account, I know I said I would update it after the surprise well I’ve decided to do the content after the surprise and the photography now otherwise I won’t do it. So check it out melissaxjade.deviantart.com feel free to add me to friends if you have a DA account. //END EDIT

Have been hell to put it lightly. now I know what they mean when they say ‘Welcome to the real world my dear.’ :haha: You know what the crap part is, they lied, it’s harder. I’ve never had so much homework in my life. Not really complaining I was prepared for it, just living it puts a whole new twist on reality. And we all know how much of a bitch reality can be sometimes. Been there, done that. So what’s worse? Being year twelve or the BIG wide world, you choose because my brain is mush and can’t think of an answer. I guess both have their same strengths. Year twelve is hard but it leads you to somewhere in your life and your parents pay for most of it. The big wide world, your on your own, paying for everything, but your finally doing what you want to do. They both kind of have their advantages and disadvantages.

In six months I’m 18, HELL EFFING YEAH!!! I plan on going on a bar crawl in Townsville. ANd having family over for my 18th, mum won’t have a party for me until I’m 21 <_< I get my P’s hsortly so I can be on the road without one of my parents in the car. MY ROAD TO INDEPENDENCE!!! Well almost. I want to get my nose and belly button pierced, maybe my nose not sure yet but definently my belly, but I have to wait until I finish year 12.

So that secret thing I’m working on, well the first one didn’t pan out but I’m working on another with a new found passion. It all should be done soon and I shall reveal to you all. It’s been taking me alot of hard work but I am sure it will be all worth it in the end. Well at least I hope.

Guess what? I don’t know if you all saw my page went wonko yesterday, my FTP decided to delete the header.php file haha, I had to re-code the entire thing, wasn’t too impressed at all as any webmaster can imagine, and webmistresses, I’m not sexist to my own gender :p All fixed now, but well my hit counter in the stats bar went back to zero but if you check my other tracker i get over 1000 unique hits a day so it doesn’t really matter.

I have two new advertisee’s a new affiliate and a few hostees check the sidebars and visit them. I’ll have the SOTM wrapped up tonight and a new one posted by tomorrow at the latest. I’ll have new content added in the next coming days, possibly tonight maybe. I’ll edit this entry needless to say when I have. As for deviantART I’ll update it when I finish my surprise. Oh and when I fixed the header I couldn’t remember some affiliates so if your supposed to be there send me an email ASAP please. I shall comment when I can, just a tad busy as of late.

Ciao, peeps.

It’s Melissa. aka your very lazy owner of anamarlia.com. But I digress, I have a excuse … again. I’ve been working on a HUGE surprise and I was gonna update this site when I finish but it’s taking longer than I expected so I though I’d update now.

To my affiliates, please don’t delete me, I’m alive still and I shall comment everyone’s site in the next coming days, so y’all shall hear from me. I can’t believe how fast these holidays have flown. I’m heading into year 12 in ONLY three works, SO NOT HAPPY. I just want it all to be over. It should have been over. If only I hadn’t of been kept back in year one, and know it wasn’t cause I was dumb :p I have an eye disability and I hate that word, lets call it eye condition, and I couldn’t see and me being a young 6 year old I didn’t know what was going on, and consequently when they picked it up, I was six months behind everyone else. So hence why I was kept back.

On some really cool cool news, I am a Moderator as of a few days at TVMB aka The Veronicas Message Board. And this isn’t a fan board this is like the OFFICIAL one, so I’m now technically part of the V’s team and I work with them, how exciting is that?

So I hope everyone had a great christmas and enjoyed the coming of the new year, another year comes as another goes. It’s quite scary really. I’m thinking this year is really going to fly for me. Both Artin, my host and I finish this year, so celebrate with the both of us at the end of the year

Updates, I have 4 new avatars, 4 new blends, 5 new signatures, and one new Kelly Clarkson Wallpaper. So be sure to check those out. In the next coming days I’ll be updating my DA account with photography so keep an eye on those. I’ll edit this blog when I do.

To my hostees, I’m doing site checks, so if you haven’t updated and in a long time and I don’t know about it you better email me quick smart about it or face having you site deleted. But I’m a nice girl I’ll email you first before I do and still give you a chance to explain.

Last but not least, new layout. Hope you like it, I LOVE IT. I LOVE MISS MOSH<3

YAYNESS! All finished for the new so I thought I would treat you all with a new layout, which I adore to the max. Bit of a new style for me so what do we all think?

The only downside to being on holidays is the fact that my mother has me working, cleaning the house that is, so not really all that fun :haha: I’ve been mean to you guys I still haven’t added up my newest photography but I promise I will do so tomorrow. Yeah yeah call me a bitch <_< LMAO. I guess I’ve just been a little false advertising about that and the fact I was supposed to add some colouring tutorials. Hey it’s tough being on holidays SO much work to do *feints* :p Okay now I’m just teasing you guys so I’ll stop for all those who happen to be still at school, because their school system decided it would be cool to be different to Australians.

Site wise I have added 4 new signatures & 3 new avatars. Coming soon are a few colouring tuts, I PROMISE!